Saturday, May 05, 2007
Always Defending A Negative
It matters not how long my sobriety has proceeded. At any moment, anyone close to me can accuse me of drinking, Then I, through no fault of my own must do the impossile - prove a negative vs. justified assumption. I cannot win so my efforts to change the mind of my accuser are in vain. Ignoring the assumption becomes a tacit acknowledgement of it's truth.
It's a lose lose lose lose situation. And one I have created for myself through past bad acts. My past Guilt adequate for fututre deeds.